Holidays

I'm not a holiday person. To me all it means is crowds,waiting in long lines and endless commericals telling you if someone really loves you this is what they will get you. I think the only time i really enjoyed the holidays is when Brittany was little. We would decorate the tree and go see Santa..make cookies..things like that..now it just seems like any other day. See i'm not a religious person ..my family...the way i was raised Christmas was never about Jesus..it was about what you got someone. See why i'm so messed up...lol
My family was all about making it look like we had the perfect family and Christmas. Maybe that is why i don't care for it now. I just feel fake if i try to do anything. But still i put on the happy face because i don't want to mess it up for Brittany and Steve. But my heart is never in it. I do envy the people that seems to enjoy it all but then i think maybe they are like my family use to be and it just seems like they enjoy it.
One thing i am thankful for is that i only have to spend the holidays with the people i truely care about..Brittany and Steve. We will go and see Steve's mom and brother on Thanksgiving but other than that it will just be us three for the holidays. I love that.


Ok and here is another thing that has me a little mad today. See in October i ordered the FitBit
http://www.fitbit.com/
and was told at that time it would be shipped out by the end of the month. Then a few days later i get an email saying it was backordered. Then i get another email saying it will be January before i get it because of...blah...blah...blah...you get the picture. Thankfully i have not been charged yet but lord.

Ok..enough bitching for today....
Here is my workout

Cardio/Running
3.30 miles
35 minutes
319 calories

I might lift later today

I'll try and be in a better mood tomorrow :)